YOU CAN INSPIRED PEOPLE

Don't you ever think that although you feel that you're just normal person, having normal life, socialize with normal friend and living in normal house, you also can admire by others. By somebody that use to close to you. Your friend, class-mate, college-mate, team-mate or it can be anyone.

At some level of your life, you actually inspired somebody around you, even you don't realize it. Maybe you think you just done a little thing but it could give a big impact to others. It may change their thought and life. Who's know?

We not a loser for ever. Sometime we're heroes and give motivation to others. But sometimes, we're just pain in their ass.

Live with it. Do a good sincerely deed even though it is as small as eye could see rather than try to show off with what you can do. People don't see on what you can do, they see on what you have done. You also can be Oprah!

Just note to self.

SUPPER AND FRIEND

Had a big supper with my friends late night. We had the Wak Radol's Satay, some beverage and a big talk. Each of them got stories to tell. And we gained a lot of new knowledge.

There are a kind that i met almost every week.

Last i met him on Friday. We watched SALT together. He is one of The Jantans. An academician at local university. When he talked about journal review, journal publish and all that stuff, i just got stunned! This dude is evolving to another phase of life. Hardly to believe :)

There are a kind that i met one in several week.

Last i met him was at night of Faiz & Famizah wedding. We had a karaoke session at Diva Southern City. He is man of little word. His world is only about lorry, kontena, lorry driver and replace colleague slot.

There are a kind that i met whenever he came back to Malaysia.

Last i met him was during Aidilfitri last year (2009). He is PHD-to-be. Also a academician at local university but in study leave for 3 years. He just arrive from Aussie last 2 days. Heading to Bangkok tomorrow for some academic conference. In order to complete his PHD, he must reading, study, head-breaking and talk a lot.

I love my friend because when we gather and talk about things, there are always a good conversation, no shit-talk, gain knowledge. Although i just listening they talking and know nothing about the topic.

Even they just "cerita kaum" among themselves, it not big deal for me to keep quiet and pick up something from their conversation.

That's what friend mean for, rite?

NOT SO WELL

I'm sick.

The only anecdote i need is holiday and new environment.

*sigh*

Kilang pakaian pun kilang pakaian la.

RESPONSIBILITY

I love work in team.

I love to work with team that aware of true meaning of being team.

Take care of your teammate. Take care of the task given. Take care of everything without anybody command. It like you already know the drill. Every person in that team must have that kind of awareness.

I can't work with somebody that lack of this awareness. Somebody that live in her own world. Think that everybody must done only their own job. As long as they not cross the line, that will be fine for them.

You really have serious problem dude. You really need to learn how to take responsibility. This world is not for you alone. You need to socialize.

And YOU. You really pain in my ass.

p/s : When my emotion over my rational, my English will getting fuckin' worst.

GENIUS

If i really learned from my mistakes, i would be fuckin' genius by now
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COLOUR

Do "blueprint" is blue as it's name?

What colour is exactly for "flying colour"?

Does "green house" is green?





See, how amazing word can change perception :)



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MACAM BEST JEK

Rasa macam best pula bila dapat buat entri-entri pendek tentang perasaan harian aku menggunakan bahasa inggeris pasar. Rasa puas. Rasa macam terer sangat-sangat guna bahasa inggeris. Rasa macam, "What-in-hell-aku-tulis-ni?". He he he.

Entri pendek dalam bahasa inggeris yang berkisar aktiviti harian dan perasaan. Harap-harap aku boleh selitkan sifat-sifat mahmudah dalam entri-entri aku yang akan datang.

Poyo je.....

DOUBLE-SIDED FACE

I don't care how fuckin' high your position are. Once you be "Janus" in my eyes, it's forever be that way.

I appreciate when you try to understand my situation. It like be in war. If i don't meet deadline, i'll be dead. When you try to put yourself in my shoes, it like we okay. It like you got my back. At least that would take part of my heartache away.

But when you walk away to your fuckin' place, you become someone i hate the most. I hate when you back stabbed me.

I wish i could put your tongue over the frickin' hot metal and let it be "hot-plated".

Serve you right!

P/S : My friend once said, if you want to be two-face, let one be the beautiful.

ENTHUASIASM GET FADED

When you working for a long hour, you eyes will get sleepy, enthuasiasm will faded, body will get tired. Usually, you will face your hallucination. Speak to unliving thing. Stamp pad, for example.

But mostly, this is what happen to me. Which is, very recently.

My stomach are screaming like hell, "Hey you bloody-workaholic! Get me a damn rice!".

I will definitely fight back, "I will let you fall a sick. Very sick until will scream and cry like a little kitten begging for life, and soon get the very long MC for reward. Scream like you want. I will win this battle."

Oh, i will smiling when i said that.

Oh! But it just me facing my hallucination! I wish it become reality. Not the sick part. The long MC part :)

Get to work. Finish my fuckin' stuff and get my fuckin' sleep very well.

MISS MUCH

I really missed my fuckin' student time while i'm busy with all this stuff.

Sleeping like clock are never invented. Build own schedule and re-schedule it anytime depend on the current situation. Watching pirate movie all night long like there apocalypse the next day. Wear anything you like even the attire not fit others eye. Eat less in the end of semester because of lack of awareness on loan-spend attitude.

My student time is as busy as i am right now but they much more fun. Much more excitement.

I wish i can make my job as fun as my student time.