KAWAN MATI

Minggu lepas aku menonton episod terkini drama bersiri Greys Anatomy Musim Ke 7 (Episode 18). Dan episod ni berjaya buat aku bergenangan air mata sorang-sorang dalam pejabat petang sabtu. Damn.

Ok. Katakan la aku ditimpa musibah suatu hari nanti, aku terfikir juga, berapa ramai yang akan datang melawat aku atau paling bangsat send SMS pada aku dan ucap "Get Well Soon!"?

Episod ini benar-benar buat aku terfikir berapa ramaikah orang di luar sana yang akan melawat aku jika aku mati nanti? Aku tak mahu cakap, "berapa ramai yang akan hadir aku kahwin nanti" sebab aku sendiri tak tahu bila aku akan kahwin atau mungkin juga aku tak kahwin tapi yang pasti aku akan mati. So, kita cakap pasal mati je la.

Kalau la aku boleh tahu siapa yang lawat aku jika aku mati nanti, pasti dalam kubur pun aku menangis sebab masih mempunyai kawan di kala susah dan senang.

Anda. Berapa ramaikah kawan anda yang sama-sama senang dan sama-sama susah?

Ok, kita nyanyi lagu Chasing Car oleh Snow Patrol sama-sama.

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
That's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
That's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?