RESPONSIBILITY

I love work in team.

I love to work with team that aware of true meaning of being team.

Take care of your teammate. Take care of the task given. Take care of everything without anybody command. It like you already know the drill. Every person in that team must have that kind of awareness.

I can't work with somebody that lack of this awareness. Somebody that live in her own world. Think that everybody must done only their own job. As long as they not cross the line, that will be fine for them.

You really have serious problem dude. You really need to learn how to take responsibility. This world is not for you alone. You need to socialize.

And YOU. You really pain in my ass.

p/s : When my emotion over my rational, my English will getting fuckin' worst.

GENIUS

If i really learned from my mistakes, i would be fuckin' genius by now
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.*sigh*


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COLOUR

Do "blueprint" is blue as it's name?

What colour is exactly for "flying colour"?

Does "green house" is green?





See, how amazing word can change perception :)



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MACAM BEST JEK

Rasa macam best pula bila dapat buat entri-entri pendek tentang perasaan harian aku menggunakan bahasa inggeris pasar. Rasa puas. Rasa macam terer sangat-sangat guna bahasa inggeris. Rasa macam, "What-in-hell-aku-tulis-ni?". He he he.

Entri pendek dalam bahasa inggeris yang berkisar aktiviti harian dan perasaan. Harap-harap aku boleh selitkan sifat-sifat mahmudah dalam entri-entri aku yang akan datang.

Poyo je.....

DOUBLE-SIDED FACE

I don't care how fuckin' high your position are. Once you be "Janus" in my eyes, it's forever be that way.

I appreciate when you try to understand my situation. It like be in war. If i don't meet deadline, i'll be dead. When you try to put yourself in my shoes, it like we okay. It like you got my back. At least that would take part of my heartache away.

But when you walk away to your fuckin' place, you become someone i hate the most. I hate when you back stabbed me.

I wish i could put your tongue over the frickin' hot metal and let it be "hot-plated".

Serve you right!

P/S : My friend once said, if you want to be two-face, let one be the beautiful.

ENTHUASIASM GET FADED

When you working for a long hour, you eyes will get sleepy, enthuasiasm will faded, body will get tired. Usually, you will face your hallucination. Speak to unliving thing. Stamp pad, for example.

But mostly, this is what happen to me. Which is, very recently.

My stomach are screaming like hell, "Hey you bloody-workaholic! Get me a damn rice!".

I will definitely fight back, "I will let you fall a sick. Very sick until will scream and cry like a little kitten begging for life, and soon get the very long MC for reward. Scream like you want. I will win this battle."

Oh, i will smiling when i said that.

Oh! But it just me facing my hallucination! I wish it become reality. Not the sick part. The long MC part :)

Get to work. Finish my fuckin' stuff and get my fuckin' sleep very well.

MISS MUCH

I really missed my fuckin' student time while i'm busy with all this stuff.

Sleeping like clock are never invented. Build own schedule and re-schedule it anytime depend on the current situation. Watching pirate movie all night long like there apocalypse the next day. Wear anything you like even the attire not fit others eye. Eat less in the end of semester because of lack of awareness on loan-spend attitude.

My student time is as busy as i am right now but they much more fun. Much more excitement.

I wish i can make my job as fun as my student time.

SOBER

Recently, i do loss my sense of humor.

If people make jokes, i hardly laugh at them. But when i'm fuckin' sad, tired and bored, my jokes are like piece of shit. It not funny at all; i force them to laugh. I don't care how hard they try.

I just want them to laugh, so then, it will take my sad, tired and bored away.

Sometimes we must force people to entertainment us because someday they will do the same.

How many people that never experienced "Bad Hair Day"?

HOW HIGH?

When you ask me to jump, i definitely won't ask back, "How high?". I'm thinking of new answer.

"Fuck you!"

Twice.

How sweet it is...

MIMPI BETUL-BETUL. BUKAN CUBAAN.

Kau orang pernah bermimpi yang bukan-bukan (selain mimpi hantu atau mimpi basah)? Rasa macam betul-betul sahaja benda itu berlaku. Bila terjaga dari tidur, mamai-mamai tak dapat bezakan yang betul dan yang fantasi, yakni mimpi.

Dulu. Aku mimpi.

10 tahun dulu, aku pernah bermimpi Melakaraya dilanda tsunami. Errr... Atau macam kejadian tanah selut. Habis bangunan yang berada di tanah tambak ditelan bumi. Ngeri dan bising waktu tu. Dulu, mimpi ini memang tak releven sebab waktu itu yang paling kena tambak pun cuma Mahkota Parade. Sekarang, selepas beberapa kali aku jenguk Melaka, makin luas pula tambakannya. Aku tak harap mimpi aku jadi kenyataan. Mungkin aku boleh nampak masa depan iaitu Melaka menjadi semakin luas.

Semalam. Aku mimpi lagi.

Tapi kali ini dengan bencana yang lain. Waktu itu aku berada di atas bumbung sebuah bangunan yang amat tertinggi di satu bandar yang aku sendiri kurang kenalpasti. Waktu itu waktu malam. Mungkin ada satu parti atau majlis makan-makan. Waktu itu aku sedang borak dengan seorang makwe. Tiba-tiba aku ternampak limpahan meteor (meteor shower) dari satu sudut. Aku suruh makwe itu buat permintaan. Permandangan yang jarang aku dapat lihat itu berada di depan mata sahaja.

Limpahan itu laaaaammmmmaaaaaa sangat. Aku jadi pelik. Makin pelik bila limpahan itu semakin lama semakin dekat. Aku yang kaget terus lompat bangunan yang paling tinggi itu tanpa memikirkan konsikuensinya. Alhamdulillah, aku mendarat dengan selamat bersama makwe itu di pangkuan aku. Terus aku sembunyi di satu sudut bukit (Entah macam mana entah tiba-tiba aku boleh berada di kawasan bukit, aku tak pasti sangat).

Rupa-rupanya limpahan meteor yang aku tengok tadi ialah bedilan dari jet pejuang tentera yang tidak dapat aku kenal pasti. Habis semua bangunan itu runtuh. Waktu ini aku dah berdebar-debar lain macam. Sama macam yang aku rasa waktu mimpi tsunami.

Aku terjaga. Aku kesat peluh. Aku buka kain pelikat. Aku pakai towel. Aku pergi jamban.

Pergh, kalau aku mimpi terberak dekat kawasan bukit itu, satu hal juga nak kena cuci tilam.

Hish.

P/S : Tapi mimpi aku alami ini benar-benar terjadi weh!